An Unnatural Appreciation: A Fan Letter To John Connolly

John Connolly
John Connolly and man’s best friend
Every once in a while, an author comes along who resonates with you on some level, whose books you cannot put down, whose work you will seek out even if it’s not your “usual thing.” I don’t remember who first recommended John Connolly to me, but if I did, I’d have to take them out to dinner or something for the numerous hours of enjoyment they’ve brought me over the years.

Of course, my dinner-buying budget has been stretched rather thin by the fact that since reading my first Connolly, I’ve felt compelled to buy each hardcover the minute it comes out, and now I buy both that for my collection and the ebook to carry with me and read. The book that started my addiction was the first in Connolly’s Charlie Parker series, Every Dead Thing. Right at the beginning, Parker’s wife and daughter are murdered. From then on, through the next several books, rather than fading from his memories and life, they become more and more present to him. As readers, we never know whether Parker is really haunted or whether he’s simply going mad. Parker himself doesn’t know. If I could ask Connolly one question, it would be whether he knew when he set off down that dark road where it would lead.

Dark Hollow, the follow-up to Every Dead Thing solidified my fandom. Not just because of the writing, but because of the attitude.

The nature of compassion isn’t coming to terms with your own suffering and applying it to others: it’s knowing that other folks around you suffer and, no matter what happens to you, no matter how lucky or unlucky you are, they keep suffering. And if you can do something about that, then you do it, and you do it without whining or waving your own fuckin’ cross for the world to see. You do it because it’s the right thing to do.

Yeah. Exactly. Not only couldn’t I have said it better myself, I couldn’t have said it nearly as well. 

The Black Angel by John Connolly
Revelations abound
By the fifth book in the Charlie Parker series, The Black Angel, it’s pretty clear that there’s a supernatural element to the books that the characters aren’t imagining. By that time, however, even those who don’t consider themselves fans of horror or the woo-woo are probably too deeply involved in the life and times of Charlie Parker to let go. After all, not only has Connolly given Parker a great history and personality, he’s surrounded him with some of the best sidekicks ever written: Angel and Louis. Anyone who thinks the “gay sidekick” is only good for chick lit has never picked up a Connolly novel. Louis is the consummate killer, and Angel grounds him perfectly, even when their relationship is rocky.

A couple of passages from The Whisperers will serve to illustrate Connolly’s deft hand with description, both of places and of people:

The Palace was the oldest diner car in Maine, custom-built by the Pollard Company of Lowell, Massachusetts, its red and white paintwork still fresh and spruce, and the gold lettering on the window that confirmed ladies were, indeed, invited glowed brightly as though written in fire. The diner had opened for business in 1927, and since then five people had owned it, of whom Kyle was the latest. It served only breakfast, and closed before midday, and was one of those small treasures that made daily life a little more bearable.


Jackie’s mother regarded the new arrival as unwanted competition for her son’s affections, and had recently begun to play the frail, aging, “Who-will-look-after-me-when-you’re-gone?” role, one into which she did not easily fit as there were great white sharks less well equipped for the solitary life than Mrs. Garner.

There are people who disagree with my assessment of Connolly’s writing, who find his digressions into history too long, too drawn out, too distracting from the main thrust of the plot. I find them fascinating. They always tie in somehow, whether it’s the plot or the theme, and they deepen my enjoyment of the novels.

John Connolly The Lovers
In which yet more secrets are revealed
If you were not a hundred percent certain of the supernatural elements in the series beforehand, the eighth book in the Charlie Parker series, The Lovers, makes them absolutely explicit, giving us some of Parker’s ancestry, of his family’s long-term involvement in the battle between good and evil. Oddly enough, it is in this book that Parker decides to rid himself of the ghosts that have haunted him. And if ever there were a passage that calls to you and cries out that genre fiction is as good and as powerful as any in so-called “Lit Fic,” it is this:

Perhaps that was why they came back, or did I still believe that they had never quite departed to begin with? I had set them free, these ghosts of my wife and child. I had asked their forgiveness for my failings, and I had taken all that I had retained of their lives—clothes and toys, dresses and shoes—and burned them in my yard. I had felt them leave, following the marsh streams into the waiting sea beyond, and when I set foot in the house again, the smell of smoke and lost things thick upon me, it seemed different to me: lighter, somehow, as though a little of the clutter had been cleared from it, or an old, stale odor banished by the breezes through open windows.

They were my ghosts, of course. I had created them, in my way. I had given form to them, making my anger and grief and loss their own, so that they became to me hostile things, with all that I had once loved about them gone, and all that I hated about myself filling the void. And they took that shape and accepted it, because it was their way to return to this world, my world. They were not ready to slip into the shadows of memory, to become like dreams, to relinquish their place in this life.

And I did not understand why.

But that was not them. That was not the wife I had loved, however poorly, and the daughter I had once cherished. I had caught glimpses of them as they truly were, before I allowed them to be transformed. I saw my dead wife leading the ghost of a boy into a deep forest, his small hand in hers, and I knew that he felt no fear of her. She was the Summer Lady, taking him to those whom he had lost, accompanying him on his last journey through the thickets and trees. And so that he would not be frightened, so that he would not be alone, there was another with him, a girl close to his own age who skipped in winter sunlight as she waited for her playmate to arrive.

This was my wife and child. This was their true form. What I released in smoke and flames were my ghosts. What returned with the mist were their own. 

I cannot stress enough how good these books are. Yes, they’re brutal. They’re hard to read at times. But, ultimately there’s always a spark of hope that—along with the fabulous writing and excellent plots and characters—keeps me coming back again and again.

Laura K. Curtis lives in Westchester, NY, with her husband and 3 dogs who’ve taught her how easily love can co-exist with the desire to kill.  She blogs at Women of Mystery and maintains an online store at TorchSongs GlassWorks.  She can also be found on Twitter and poking her nose into all sorts of trouble in various spots around the web.


  1. CarolK

    I’ve only read The Lovers but was hooked…someday!

  2. rain99

    What a great fan letter. I’ve read a couple of his books and do find the language gorgeous but the horror of that first book difficult. I saw paranormal elements even in that one. I am looking forward to his releasing those demons, but I guess I’d better read the series in sequence in order to squeeze all the juice out.

  3. Laura K. Curtis

    rain –

    When people say “I don’t have time to read them all, where can I start in the middle” I usually send them to Black Angel. It’s very weird, but it’s a mid-point where you can jump in. You can even jump in as late as The Lovers, but I wouldn’t go later than that!

  4. Dennis Yarwood

    My first venture into the world of John Connolly was with ‘The Book of Lost Things’ where he twisted the world of fairy tales on its head. I enjoyed it but it left me feeling cheated – not sure why! From there I picked up Bad Men, his stand alone novel, which reminded me of Stephen King’s The Reach & Storm of the Century in its setting and theme. But that was enough for me to buy all of John’s published works and plough through them; sometimes, no often, into the wee small hours. I too am totally hooked on the world of Charlie Parker with each book bringing a new twist and more info about Parker’s history. If you can, start at the beginning and work your way through and don’t forget the short story in ‘Nocturnes’ as this includes an important piece of the Parker jigsaw. I can’t wait to read the next one to see what Charlie gets up to with Louis and Angel. To see if the mysterious puppet master behind The Collector will finally be revealed and whether the cop from Bad Men becomes a part of Charlie’s world.

  5. Stephen Hollinghurst

    I really enjoyed your fan letter. John Connolly is my favourite author. I now treat myself to his new novel in hardback and then devour it. I really enjoy the characters that John creates both the heroes and the villains. I also enjoy the fact that he has written other novels and explore different writing.

  6. Laura K. Curtis

    Dennis –

    If you enjoyed The Book of Lost Things, but felt it wasn’t complete, I highly, highly recommend Robert Holdstocks Mythago Wood. It’s been in and out of print over the years, and I don’t think there’s ever been an ebook version, but it’s definitely worth reading. A bit like Charles de Lint’s stuff, if you know that, but less urban and more fantasy.

  7. Stephen Hollinghurst

    Laura, I enjoyed reading Greenmantle and Moonheart by Charles de Lint in my teens and having been planning to reread as I enjoyed them greatly and wanted to see how they feel now. Mythago Wood looks really interesting and it’s setting in the UK is an extra interest.

  8. Laura K. Curtis

    @ shollinghurst
    Oh, do tell me if you like it if you get a chance to read it. It sounds as if we have much the same taste.

  9. Kristin Centorcelli

    Very nice fan letter! I had the pleasure of interviewing John on my blog recently and am such a fan. His books just get better and better… I don’t think your appreciation is unnatural at all!

  10. Laura K. Curtis

    @MyBookishWays –

    I confess, the “unnatural” was just in reference to the supernatural elements in the books. I think anyone who doesn’t appreciate Connolly is unnatural!

  11. Kristin Centorcelli

    I agree, and I didn’t even think about that! Very nice play on words:) I just consider anyone that discovers him now is so lucky, since they get to read them back to back without the wait. I hated the wait…

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